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The real history of Stompychu explained very shortly
12 years ago
Alot of people consider me crazy. That's ok. But I think it's sensible enough for a guy to provide, if people will listen, a legitimate story of my background here on fa.
You may say these are excuses, but fair enough. Who gives a fuck about you kind of people anyway. You're quite happy fucking yourselves so go along and do the fucker some more.
Otherwise, to MORE sensitive souls, who've actually got over their 'ego' and stuff.
Basically, 17 years old, I was brought up in a dysfunctional family home where my extremely dictated traumatized childhood ( Yes, who hasn't had it, I know ) and I grew up self doubtful. I looked up to several members of the furry communitity ( trying not to point fingers now ) and those members would make fun of the fact I was so nice, misinterpret my kindness and insecurities and make me out to be crazy, when really, I simply grew up to a host of bad experiences. Like all of us have.
Around 19, I had been in a relationship for a relative 3 years of a intense love affair; was very, very naive to it. I had people trying to gossip to my mate around me; we all know that's not fair. We all know it's not cool to go up to someone's mate and start making him out to be a freak. You wouldn't like that with your mate? Would you?
Anyway, over the years, I grew violent and hostile because this kept happening. Some sociopathic, really freakin' horrible people, kept pulling the strings to how my 'mate' at the time 'perceived me'.
When it came to that same mate suddenly banning me, it left alot of shock and scars because previously, I was completely oblivious to the idea of someone walking up to who would've been referred as my lover and saying: 'He's a freak.. ahahaha.. you don't know where he's been or what he's done' the idea was, we were in love. If you don't understand how that feels to be have been through that. Fuck you too. But Anyway, the whole thing basically left me confused, scarred and left alone off fa to other manipulators, my previous ex then luxoriously stating how he would gossip about me all over fa next; how 'happy everyone was for me to have gone'
Otherwise, to be completely in love with someone for 3 years, just for him to be gossiped to, approach me several times throughout the year and state he did that, kinda left me stunned. I was very attached to this communitity and still was. How would you like it if everyone you knew suddenly started leaving you and wanting to distrust you, being suddenly thrown off a communitity and having your mate of 3 years in deep love betray you like that? I was attached to tons of people, but I guess to some people, that means nothing but a chance to talk down to those people just how they see of a situation. Just thinking back to what I wrote and choked on kinda explains how sick some people can be.
Anyway, I'm used to the shit. I'm one tough mofo. Real tough. I'm not gonna gossip, whine about the other people. I kinda think you're a sicko if you still think I'm 'whining'.
Otherwise, nothing can deny the fact, the bond consumed to what I started to harass him about not love, but a family thing going on. I felt enstranged because of the fact the relationship was held in secret from his family and yes it wasn't meant to. I was 18 and 19 and kinda stuck and consumed by it.
I had otherwise, the same teenager after many explanations, go back to his parents, end the relationship and just shut the damn thing up for good.
And yes, I don't want pity for this. I understand it, but no. This does happen, but if I'm not willing to speak up and say the real story, people will continue to bend and distort it.
No, I don't need help and I didn't otherwise ask for it. So fuck you too. Fuck you on your advice, fuck you on how sensitive you think you are, fuck you on how socially acceptable you think you are. I don't know you, I don't trust you and no, I don't fucking owe you. You forgot the part where I'm a damn individual, uniquely Godsent on this earth.
No I don't like it too.
You may say these are excuses, but fair enough. Who gives a fuck about you kind of people anyway. You're quite happy fucking yourselves so go along and do the fucker some more.
Otherwise, to MORE sensitive souls, who've actually got over their 'ego' and stuff.
Basically, 17 years old, I was brought up in a dysfunctional family home where my extremely dictated traumatized childhood ( Yes, who hasn't had it, I know ) and I grew up self doubtful. I looked up to several members of the furry communitity ( trying not to point fingers now ) and those members would make fun of the fact I was so nice, misinterpret my kindness and insecurities and make me out to be crazy, when really, I simply grew up to a host of bad experiences. Like all of us have.
Around 19, I had been in a relationship for a relative 3 years of a intense love affair; was very, very naive to it. I had people trying to gossip to my mate around me; we all know that's not fair. We all know it's not cool to go up to someone's mate and start making him out to be a freak. You wouldn't like that with your mate? Would you?
Anyway, over the years, I grew violent and hostile because this kept happening. Some sociopathic, really freakin' horrible people, kept pulling the strings to how my 'mate' at the time 'perceived me'.
When it came to that same mate suddenly banning me, it left alot of shock and scars because previously, I was completely oblivious to the idea of someone walking up to who would've been referred as my lover and saying: 'He's a freak.. ahahaha.. you don't know where he's been or what he's done' the idea was, we were in love. If you don't understand how that feels to be have been through that. Fuck you too. But Anyway, the whole thing basically left me confused, scarred and left alone off fa to other manipulators, my previous ex then luxoriously stating how he would gossip about me all over fa next; how 'happy everyone was for me to have gone'
Otherwise, to be completely in love with someone for 3 years, just for him to be gossiped to, approach me several times throughout the year and state he did that, kinda left me stunned. I was very attached to this communitity and still was. How would you like it if everyone you knew suddenly started leaving you and wanting to distrust you, being suddenly thrown off a communitity and having your mate of 3 years in deep love betray you like that? I was attached to tons of people, but I guess to some people, that means nothing but a chance to talk down to those people just how they see of a situation. Just thinking back to what I wrote and choked on kinda explains how sick some people can be.
Anyway, I'm used to the shit. I'm one tough mofo. Real tough. I'm not gonna gossip, whine about the other people. I kinda think you're a sicko if you still think I'm 'whining'.
Otherwise, nothing can deny the fact, the bond consumed to what I started to harass him about not love, but a family thing going on. I felt enstranged because of the fact the relationship was held in secret from his family and yes it wasn't meant to. I was 18 and 19 and kinda stuck and consumed by it.
I had otherwise, the same teenager after many explanations, go back to his parents, end the relationship and just shut the damn thing up for good.
And yes, I don't want pity for this. I understand it, but no. This does happen, but if I'm not willing to speak up and say the real story, people will continue to bend and distort it.
No, I don't need help and I didn't otherwise ask for it. So fuck you too. Fuck you on your advice, fuck you on how sensitive you think you are, fuck you on how socially acceptable you think you are. I don't know you, I don't trust you and no, I don't fucking owe you. You forgot the part where I'm a damn individual, uniquely Godsent on this earth.
No I don't like it too.
