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Sorting out some shit
12 years ago
I love my berog~♥
Mmk, I've doing some sort of...revelation type thing. Here's what I'm gonna do.
Step 1: STOP ROLEPLAYING OUTSIDE OF AN OFFICIAL ROLEPLAY
The only exception to this rule is my boyfriend. People get too close to me using the *snuggle* or -snuggle- type of wordplay, because in my mind, it's just mental comfort. In their minds, it's me touching them closely as if to get close in a sensual way. For this purpose, I'm not doing it anymore. I will Roleplay (In my roleplays, I don't even use * or -, I use literation) just for story and entertainment purposes, but I'm not doing * or - in conversation because of the reason above AND because it's a distraction. We're not actually having conversation, we're having you pretend you're touching me-sation. I hope nobody gets offended by this, but it's fucking there. I'm trying to get past this stage.
Step 2: Skype clearout; Only friends I feel are close enough
Skype is now a PRIVATE thing. I get too many messages through there that are unimportant and I have too many people just lying around that never talk to me. I want to clear this off.
If you want to talk to me, note me or contact me using the many other sources of contact that I have. Don't take offense to this. And don't TRY to become one of my close friends just to add me on Skype. The best way to become a close friend is to talk to me and be there when I need help.
If you are removed, don't be offended. I'm still here, and it's likely because you aren't one of the closer people and you should know that yourself.
Step 3: Be happy. That's it.
I've been too depressed lately; my mind is WAY beyond my own premises. It's looking at the world and how bad everything is for other people and for people around me, but I need to be more self-centered. I need to stop caring about the world; it's not my problem until it comes to me. And when it does, I'll deal with it from there and get back to caring about myself when that is over with.
Step 4: Achieve a passion.
I don't have a passion for jack shit. I don't know what to do and I don't have any motivation, even if I want it. I want to get a job and build my computer really bad, but I lack the passion and motivation to actually DO it. This needs to change, I need to get off my ass to do something with my life. I need to move on. Part of what's distracting me is my current situation: Living in this hellhole of conservative assholes that prevent me from doing what I want for the pure sake of being an asshole. I need to stop worrying about this because it won't be my problem soon enough and it shouldn't be affecting my future like it is now.
Anyways, yeah. These Steps are in effect now. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone by following these rules, but it's for my own good. I hope you appreciate it.
Thanks for reading.
Step 1: STOP ROLEPLAYING OUTSIDE OF AN OFFICIAL ROLEPLAY
The only exception to this rule is my boyfriend. People get too close to me using the *snuggle* or -snuggle- type of wordplay, because in my mind, it's just mental comfort. In their minds, it's me touching them closely as if to get close in a sensual way. For this purpose, I'm not doing it anymore. I will Roleplay (In my roleplays, I don't even use * or -, I use literation) just for story and entertainment purposes, but I'm not doing * or - in conversation because of the reason above AND because it's a distraction. We're not actually having conversation, we're having you pretend you're touching me-sation. I hope nobody gets offended by this, but it's fucking there. I'm trying to get past this stage.
Step 2: Skype clearout; Only friends I feel are close enough
Skype is now a PRIVATE thing. I get too many messages through there that are unimportant and I have too many people just lying around that never talk to me. I want to clear this off.
If you want to talk to me, note me or contact me using the many other sources of contact that I have. Don't take offense to this. And don't TRY to become one of my close friends just to add me on Skype. The best way to become a close friend is to talk to me and be there when I need help.
If you are removed, don't be offended. I'm still here, and it's likely because you aren't one of the closer people and you should know that yourself.
Step 3: Be happy. That's it.
I've been too depressed lately; my mind is WAY beyond my own premises. It's looking at the world and how bad everything is for other people and for people around me, but I need to be more self-centered. I need to stop caring about the world; it's not my problem until it comes to me. And when it does, I'll deal with it from there and get back to caring about myself when that is over with.
Step 4: Achieve a passion.
I don't have a passion for jack shit. I don't know what to do and I don't have any motivation, even if I want it. I want to get a job and build my computer really bad, but I lack the passion and motivation to actually DO it. This needs to change, I need to get off my ass to do something with my life. I need to move on. Part of what's distracting me is my current situation: Living in this hellhole of conservative assholes that prevent me from doing what I want for the pure sake of being an asshole. I need to stop worrying about this because it won't be my problem soon enough and it shouldn't be affecting my future like it is now.
Anyways, yeah. These Steps are in effect now. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone by following these rules, but it's for my own good. I hope you appreciate it.
Thanks for reading.
