So today my sister called me to say "Happy Valentines day" and to run by me an idea her and her husband were talking about.

Since they can't build the house they want on our estate, why not instead of buying the house I'm currently in...just build one for me on the lot. which I can do if ranch style.

Honestly thinking about it, mainly because I can actually go home, which is something that has been on my mind the past couple months. Yeah been having dreams I'm home in my old house and the more I go through it the more I remember and one by one the rooms revert back to the way they were after the fire and been feeling like I wish I could go back. Another reason is I'll have a newly built home vs an old home that clearly needs a lot of work at the same price or less since we already have ownership of the lot, my sis would just let go of her ownership and give it me.

Honestly been thinking of styling it to the upper level of my old house with some modifications.... the more I think of it, the more I want to do it.

I can actually go home.....that thought makes me feel great. I have never felt this good in a long time.