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long story short, I finally cleaned my apartment, so I have a clean workyspace, but I've been getting easily distracted by this and that.
so what I'm going to do is force myself to stream every day. if people are watching, I don't really have a choice but to draw hehe.
I did buy a back brace, but the damn thing is coming all the way from china so I'm not gonna get it very fast.
I'm trying to get back into drawing but for some reason I don't really see it as fun anymore.
idk what to do, but I got a waiting list and need to do it so I'm going to, but not today, I fucked around all day and I have to get ready for work
so what I'm going to do is force myself to stream every day. if people are watching, I don't really have a choice but to draw hehe.
I did buy a back brace, but the damn thing is coming all the way from china so I'm not gonna get it very fast.
I'm trying to get back into drawing but for some reason I don't really see it as fun anymore.
idk what to do, but I got a waiting list and need to do it so I'm going to, but not today, I fucked around all day and I have to get ready for work
but it's more or less the commissions. as much as I need them, I just want more time to do other things, or draw for myself, which I don't get to do often, not because of time, but because I just don't even have the motivation to start. I might have uploaded 3 things today but they were done during the past week, `only the "dont be foolish" one was done today, because heyoo, depression.
I like drawing. I do enjoy it. but it's not as fun for me to, well...I don't know. I can't get started easily. my mind is in too many places what with my lease ending in a few months, struggling to pay my bills, unable to fucking by groceries this month. I haven't had milk in 3 weeks.
theres a lot going on and even if I make money doing it I don't want the chore, I'd rather relax when I can.