Life Update Feb'14
12 years ago
General
Popping in to say "Hi, and stuff."
I pray that all are well here! I realize that making a follow-up post about personal life goals and stuff puts me at odds with my own policy that FA Journals are for FA things.... but meh.
The internet fast went bust soon after I started because my phone suddenly stopped working, my car required repair... just everything that demands communication fell on me. I know that it was likely the work of the Devil to get me to use maps(apparently people have let Google convince them they don't need a physical phone book anymore outside of home). It could not be avoided or at least I did not know of a way to contact my mechanic and get quotes without using online info.
So I've been sneaking around commenting and faving. I've rediscovered that I identify the Furry fandom as being a significant influence in my life. I like the Furry fandom because the core of it fosters a culture that is in touch with the kid in themselves. I find that being true to to the kid in me is integral to a happy life. I know that I could be a kid at heart elsewhere too, but It'll take some time since I've spent so much devoted time to my furry friends(online and offline) rather than Highschool or collegiate friends. I don't want to sever anything, but I do need to spread my time across to non-furries too.... there are far more non-furry people after all.
still posts to FA, so I wonder how my presence on the net should be. I do have issues that I'm dealing with, far more than my role model, which begs the conflict of fighting versus running; I'm taking it slow right now though and reaching out to old friends. I'm still planning to improve my offline social life, but it's very difficult since I've spent a decade with friends over the world wide web. Despite the risk of being pulled back into the same things I'm trying to get out of, I still intend to finish a fursuit. I have had more time to draw too. I think that not being able to see the pose or subject that I'm thinking of already done somewhere on the net, forces me to be that much more creative. ... I have like fifteen gifts lined out to do that I'm slowly getting to. I'm tempted to upload the progress.
I had originally tried to keep some anonymity and reasonable doubt between this account and others, but people may find me on:
Deviantart
Tegaki_E
Blogger
I've added info to my commissions info tab.
I pray that all will continue to be well!
Sincerely, your brother in Christ, BJbear
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Waiting on:
zahzu : CPFC'13 loony con badge
samoyeddawg : Two sketches- Cherib praising God.
kail200x Two lineart- Hand and Cherib crouching.
I pray that all are well here! I realize that making a follow-up post about personal life goals and stuff puts me at odds with my own policy that FA Journals are for FA things.... but meh.
The internet fast went bust soon after I started because my phone suddenly stopped working, my car required repair... just everything that demands communication fell on me. I know that it was likely the work of the Devil to get me to use maps(apparently people have let Google convince them they don't need a physical phone book anymore outside of home). It could not be avoided or at least I did not know of a way to contact my mechanic and get quotes without using online info.
So I've been sneaking around commenting and faving. I've rediscovered that I identify the Furry fandom as being a significant influence in my life. I like the Furry fandom because the core of it fosters a culture that is in touch with the kid in themselves. I find that being true to to the kid in me is integral to a happy life. I know that I could be a kid at heart elsewhere too, but It'll take some time since I've spent so much devoted time to my furry friends(online and offline) rather than Highschool or collegiate friends. I don't want to sever anything, but I do need to spread my time across to non-furries too.... there are far more non-furry people after all.
still posts to FA, so I wonder how my presence on the net should be. I do have issues that I'm dealing with, far more than my role model, which begs the conflict of fighting versus running; I'm taking it slow right now though and reaching out to old friends. I'm still planning to improve my offline social life, but it's very difficult since I've spent a decade with friends over the world wide web. Despite the risk of being pulled back into the same things I'm trying to get out of, I still intend to finish a fursuit. I have had more time to draw too. I think that not being able to see the pose or subject that I'm thinking of already done somewhere on the net, forces me to be that much more creative. ... I have like fifteen gifts lined out to do that I'm slowly getting to. I'm tempted to upload the progress. I had originally tried to keep some anonymity and reasonable doubt between this account and others, but people may find me on:
Deviantart
Tegaki_E
Blogger
I've added info to my commissions info tab.
I pray that all will continue to be well!
Sincerely, your brother in Christ, BJbear
____________
Waiting on:
zahzu : CPFC'13 loony con badge
samoyeddawg : Two sketches- Cherib praising God.
kail200x Two lineart- Hand and Cherib crouching.
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