i am not all that sure i am making the right choice to attend , but my friends expect me to to be there , but i am only going as an attendee , it will be a new experience for me . to be honest i am a bit sad things have come to this but this is how it has to be . i told a friend when working a con ceases to be fun it is time to stop working the con . and that is exactly what happened , if i worked this con now i would only be bitter . wizzy