I'm sorry.. for all the Hell I put you through.. for everything that happened..
It was all my fault.. But at the time, I needed distance more than anything..
I pushed you and everyone away from from me while I was at my weakest..
I needed time to heal... After healing, I would have willingly apologized and asked to be friends again.. And I did in the note I sent..
I'm sorry all that had to happen.. Every bit of it...

Don't worry.. I'll leave you alone from now on.. I just needed to get this out there..

And Thank you.. For being a North star leading me on my path back to the love of my life.. We worked out all the bugs in our relationship and he makes me the happiest I've been since I left to begin with.. I plan on marrying him one day..

Now that I know all that I need to, I shall walk away. We will not speak again. I just needed you to know I sincerely care about you as a friend an that I was being completely honest in my note. If you couldn't see it, oh well, I guess.

That's all I've got to say.