Thank you. To all of my watchers, Thank you too. To my friends, whether here, or IMs, thank you thank you thank you.

Valentines has passed, and it's taken me a good while to gather my thoughts and the courage to do this in all seriousness. Last Friday I was fully prepared to be in a "Go die in a nuclear fire" attitude. I don't mind being single, I figure I'm in the undateable category anyway might as well make the best of what I have. I hate V day for the fact that it seems we NEED a day as a reason to tell them we appreciate their presence and company. Then there are those " Ugh.. I gotta get so and so a card and flowers.. " Hey if you reaaaally don't want to do that I can take her on a date then, how about that?! :p

Back on topic though. I was prepared to just hate the entire evening and ridicule myself for even volunteering to show up at karaoke. when a woman I've known for years approached. In the end of her talk she said " thank you, for just being you," and my god I felt loved and appreciated for the first time in life. I know that my family loves me, and I have close friends here, in IMs, on Seconds life. but a lot of times being text or an av you kind of take that for granted now and then. so this is why I am typing this.

those who I've met on any version of presence, I love you. I really do. those whom I've hurt. I still love you and I am terribly sorry, but to anyone who knows me, and anyone I know. Thank you, and I love you. thank you for accepting me as a friend, not caring whether I'm in a male av or female in Second life, for not questioning it and just letting me be me. Thank you, I love you : 3