I can't seem to live without your love
Suffocating here by myself dying for your touch
Springtime eyes that get you every time
And I just can't seem to give you up
You're mine
Summer days and summer nights
When I felt you in my arms
Didn't I want you badly
Wanted to let you have me
Autumn days and stormy nights
When you crush me with your charms
Didn't I need you madly
Now I'm lying falling apart
Oh
You make me feel
Like love would never end
Tell me how can I forget that
My baby we were the best
I suffer dreams of you all through the night
And baby I can't seem to
Give you up
You're mine..

at least thats what i thought
but i lost you because of all the jealiously i brought..
i drove you away and ive hurt myself and most importantly you
i thought my actions were right but i was the fool...
now i lay in my bed curled up in a ball
crying so hard i want to punch a hole in the wall..
but what sense would that make
when all along i was acting fake..
i hated that you got her and brought her into our life
but i wanted you to be happy and not cause any strife...
and now your gone and its my fault
and im tearing up as my wounds get filled with salt...
i just wish i acted better and more understanding
but i blew up and caused this horrible thing...
now all i wish is to be held by you..
but i pissed you off and pushed you away and thinking it will happen any time soon would make me a fool...
is there is anything i wish it would be to turn back time and stop myself.. maybe then things would be better.. you would still be my daddy and i'd be your good boy.. i just hope things will blow over because truth be told.. i miss you more then you may know..im truely sorry for everything and i love you so much i just want to talk and have everything be back to normal.. please talk to me daddy.. please... i miss you...

Remembering when we were so perfect
And now it's so broken; words left unspoken
Remembering when we laughed for for hours
And now it's so silent, decayed like a flower
I am a ship lost at sea
Forever is what you mean to me
All the time I feel guilty
For leaving you behind; I feel so empty
And now in due time, I just stay high
And try to forgot that you're not on the mind
Time's too slow for those who wait
Time's too fast even if you hesitate
Time's too short for regrets
Funny how they say it helps you forget
If I could build a time machine
I'd take it back to you
If I could build a time machine
I know what I would do
I'd take it back to the past
And I would make us last
If I could build a time machine
I'd take it back to you
I'd rewind the time when you were mine
And relive those moments with you..

please come back... i know this probably wont help you take me back but all i can do is try because i cant take this... my heart has been in shambles since you left. please help me put it back together...

Down you fell, deep into your mind
Off to wonderland, leaving what's real behind
You're a riddle I can't seem to read
Your love a fairytale, too hard to believe
Your cup runs over with emptiness
Chasing the hare of your innocence
Hide behind your cheshire smile
Once was vivid, was gray all the while
Broken and sad as the tarnish on your crown
Nowhere to go but down
Caught up in yourself, nowhere to be found
No other way but down
Down, down, down
Down, down, down
Say your farewell too what's real
Like the pain that you feel
Welcome to Wonderland (It's dead)
Eat me or drink me
Seeing is believing
Wonderland, baby,
It's all my your head...

i know where it went.. i killed it.. my jealiously like the plague destroyed it bit by bit till all i know see is a decayed and baren land.. i want to put life back into it.. but with my heart in shambles its imposible.. can you help me repare my wonderland....


a broken boy...