TFF 2014 Report and Dealing with Personal Issues.
12 years ago
General
From out the Rabbit Hole
TFF this year was amazing.
I can't even beginning listing everyone that I met. All the hugs I got from friends that I've passed in the hallways, the friends I had in and out of my room, and all the people who were at my room party. I'll definitely be having another next year. As I am typing this now, it's kind of blurry trying to remember it or to even begin typing up what I did, but it was all fun I tell you.
I didn't enjoy feeling dizzy on Saturday, but after plenty of fluids and a couple naps, I got better.
But the shining moment was this
http://furryfiesta2014.sched.org/ev.....d#.UwvEH_ldW9E
This panel dealt with a lot of stuff I've had on my mind as I realize that I have been dealing with anxiety for the past few years and it's only getting worse. Another person was talking and making a point of not letting work consume your life and your identity, and that just struck a chord with me. This whole, coffee coyote, thing, this isnt me at all. I had to raise my hand and just get it off my chest. I've dealt with emptiness and not caring about my life, that when I had a great job placed on my hands (not one I seeked), I let it give me some direction even if it's nothing that is true to me.
I think that after a while, I'm gonna just rewrite my character a bit and let it be a little more true. And quit liking something I don't. X3
I can't even beginning listing everyone that I met. All the hugs I got from friends that I've passed in the hallways, the friends I had in and out of my room, and all the people who were at my room party. I'll definitely be having another next year. As I am typing this now, it's kind of blurry trying to remember it or to even begin typing up what I did, but it was all fun I tell you.
I didn't enjoy feeling dizzy on Saturday, but after plenty of fluids and a couple naps, I got better.
But the shining moment was this
http://furryfiesta2014.sched.org/ev.....d#.UwvEH_ldW9E
This panel dealt with a lot of stuff I've had on my mind as I realize that I have been dealing with anxiety for the past few years and it's only getting worse. Another person was talking and making a point of not letting work consume your life and your identity, and that just struck a chord with me. This whole, coffee coyote, thing, this isnt me at all. I had to raise my hand and just get it off my chest. I've dealt with emptiness and not caring about my life, that when I had a great job placed on my hands (not one I seeked), I let it give me some direction even if it's nothing that is true to me.
I think that after a while, I'm gonna just rewrite my character a bit and let it be a little more true. And quit liking something I don't. X3
FA+

Kudos, Kami. I saw you a few times running around. I tried to say hi xD
And thanks. ^^