Become active again. But for some reason, I just can't. I have SO many projects I want to start, but I have absolutely no motivation. I mean, I'm so anxious and excited to do them, but can't bring myself to. Does that make sense? Not in the least. You'd think since I'm miserable and lonely in my new apartment, you'd think I'd have all this free time for artwork. And you're right- I do. I have ass loads of it. But I still can't.
Do you know what I do with my free time, in the middle of the night? Online spades. That's all I do. It's very addicting, and hell, I love the game- BUT WHY CAN'T I JUST FUCKING DRAW INSTEAD?

Jesus Christ. I'm failing right now.