Life went down the shitter
11 years ago
My Grandfather is currently in the hospital with Pneumonia and kidney problems, the doctors dont know if he will make it or not.
I have bonded very well with my grandfather the past couple of years....Hes been a heavy drinker for awhile but he stopped and is able to talk to me and my cousins without being intoxicated.
I dont know anymore. Im about to fucking snap. All the stress, with school and at my house...its just too much to bare.
And before anyone thinks this, NO this is not a suicide journal. Im very upset right now but im nowhere near suicidal. Im just stressed out of my fucking mind.....
I dont want to snap and hurt someone i love....thatd really make me lose it even more.
Sorry everyone. Hope you all have a good evening.
I have bonded very well with my grandfather the past couple of years....Hes been a heavy drinker for awhile but he stopped and is able to talk to me and my cousins without being intoxicated.
I dont know anymore. Im about to fucking snap. All the stress, with school and at my house...its just too much to bare.
And before anyone thinks this, NO this is not a suicide journal. Im very upset right now but im nowhere near suicidal. Im just stressed out of my fucking mind.....
I dont want to snap and hurt someone i love....thatd really make me lose it even more.
Sorry everyone. Hope you all have a good evening.
I know how it feels to be overstressed though, just try to take it easy, lay back and relax, and just hope things turn out as good as they can. Again.. I'm really sorry to hear this's happening to you and your Grandfather I'll be hoping for the best for you both.