Well, recently, I did an audition for Fiddler on the Roof. They needed guys around my age for it, for characters like Perchik and Fyedka. Anyway, last night, at the closing reception for Les Miserables, I found out I got Fyedka. That was a bit of a let down, as he's a pretty small part from what I've gathered, and I really, really wanted to play Perchik.

Today, though, what do I find out? The guy who got Perchik is the same guy who played Marius in Les Miserables with me. So, that's twice in a row, the part I've wanted more than anything has been snatched away from me by THE SAME PERSON. I just feel like total crap. D:

It's really starting to make me doubt my own abilities as a performer in musical theatre. I've only seemed to get good roles in poor performances, and ensemble/small walk-on roles in good performances. I really, really wish that directors would explain their reasoning behind their casting choices, it'd really let me be able to build on it.

Until such a thing happens, though, I'll be left perplexed as to why I just can't seem to get a break.