Hey guys. I know you've prolly been wondering where I've been. Just been working on things privately lately, under the radar. I'll be around again soon but for now I want to gush a little.

Ya see, when I was something like 13 or 14 years old, I met Jet. And of course, back then, there's no way I really thought that I'd be with him a decade later. Hell, I didn't really think about anything back then. But here we are anyway, still kickin', through all of the good times and the cruddy ones. A lot of those times, you guys have been around for. Been around here since I was 18, that's a pretty damned long time too. This dumb journal box has seen me go through all sorts of health issues and me moving out onto my own. So I guess this is just another one of those milestones. I'm feeling all nostalgic, I know it's silly to write about but I just sort of want to. I want to let people know how much I appreciate Jet, even if you hear us jokingly bicker in streams, or for our closer friends, if you hear our fights.

I tell people this sometimes but not enough. Jet was the reason I got into everything I'm into, into the fetishes that I'm known for drawing, into drawing itself. If it hadn't been for his own drawing drive when he was way younger, I'd have never even picked up a pencil and tried. I always focused on writing. But now here I am, thanks to him. And that's something that I'm always thankful for. He's been there for me through a lot of really shitty, tough times and scary things. No gory details are really necessary.

Here's where I get even more super mushy. I love you Jet, I love you tons and tons. I feel like I don't let people know how much I care about you, not enough. We've got an entire decade of memories under our belt now, good and bad. And I'm counting on another decade of them.

Assuming that I can get through your DMX jokes in year 19, that might be a deal breaker.