So....this depression, I've been getting counseling for it. Even if I may have gotten to the roots of some of my problems and have been working through them, there's just a horribly feel of despair and anger that's been getting to me as of late.

I'm not sure what this feeling is....and while I've been getting help and might be getting medication for it long term...it's like...like I wanna scream. Like I wanna just scream and hit something and break everything and cry and just know that someone will notice me. The last 10 weeks have been utter hell, I don't see friends, I live essentially alone (I have asshole roommates which leads to me closing the door and being a recluse) I'm not dating anyone, I study alone, I go to the Gym alone....the only time I get to "Interact" with people have been at meets on saturdays....

I dunno, I just.....I feel like if I disappeared no one would notice, that for some reason I'm invisible to others....like I don't have either a purpose in life or a goal...that I'm just...drifting in the weave of things.....I'm open to advice on the subject.