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How am I feeling? Am I moving?
12 years ago
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This blue book with green and yellow bindings says, "The Personal Diary and Record Book of Vinchenzo."
I do feel a lot better now. I'm not suicidal, and depression has subsided.
I'll always forever care about and love Jard. He continues to mean everything to me.
My love for him is more than anyone and anything else, funny how friendship and loyalty and love make the strongest, most indestructible of bonds.
Jard may never talk to me, and by blocking me, I can never directly talk to him again. Blocking me also means on FA I can never look at and favorite his art, due to FA's privacy rules.
I'll still always support Jard and think of him. I'll still want to send him Birthday and Christmas gifts, though it will be harder now then ever.
I am... moving on in that I'm no longer feeling destroyed. My bond remains, that's all that matters. That, and if Jard is happy, and successful, he remembers only the 99.8% of our 12 year relatiosnhip that has been happy and full of joy, like I seek to, we'll be fine and move on well.
Dwelling on a mere two problems, two petty disagreements, is pointless, and we should rise above that and live well.
I'll always forever care about and love Jard. He continues to mean everything to me.
My love for him is more than anyone and anything else, funny how friendship and loyalty and love make the strongest, most indestructible of bonds.
Jard may never talk to me, and by blocking me, I can never directly talk to him again. Blocking me also means on FA I can never look at and favorite his art, due to FA's privacy rules.
I'll still always support Jard and think of him. I'll still want to send him Birthday and Christmas gifts, though it will be harder now then ever.
I am... moving on in that I'm no longer feeling destroyed. My bond remains, that's all that matters. That, and if Jard is happy, and successful, he remembers only the 99.8% of our 12 year relatiosnhip that has been happy and full of joy, like I seek to, we'll be fine and move on well.
Dwelling on a mere two problems, two petty disagreements, is pointless, and we should rise above that and live well.
