I'm tired of trying to make others happy only to get yelled at. Being thrown through walls or slapped in the face seems to be the only thing I get along with no respect. They push me to get a job only to demand every cent of my paycheck. I have been called lazy, stupid, and worthless but worst of all my own father called me a slut in front of my own son. My youngest sister gets everything she wants even refusing to let my son sleep with his dog. They hold my past against me when I have tried for years to put it behind me to no avail. Crying myself to sleep at night has been the only way to fall asleep for a while now. This morning I said I couldn't take anymore of this shit and wanted it all to end. Even wanted to kill myself. Why can't life have a reset button. I want this nightmare to end.