So yeah, starting yesterday. It was very early morning and I was feeling so nervous I almost threw up and fainted, and well I had to make my way to the bus as I had to go to the psychiatry. And when I head out I see the neighbour about to drive off and so I approach him and ask if he's going nearby where i had to be. And he wasn't, yet he told me to jump in and he drove me nearby the psychologist, taking that little detour just for me. And well, at the psychiatist I spent an hour talking about my issues, my past and things like that and found out that I have a rather deep depression due to events in my past. And I am now going to get professional help to ward off my demons. And I pretty much stayed up all night (Fell asleep at 6AM my time, woke up at 11AM my time.) with a sharp pain in my shoulder and was stuck in bed for a long while. I eventually felt the need to do something and so I got some items to bake muffins. To which I did. I don't have a lot of money this month so I took a gamble by purchasing those items. And when i got home, a fur had stopped by. I told him about the day before and about not having much money this month. He suddenly gives me a fair deal of cash and tells me to get something nice and I almost start crying as I am not used to such things. I've always cared for others and just never given a shit about myself so this took a lot out of me emotionally. And well, I baked the muffins while he was there and went over to the neighbour with them to say thanks for the ride yesterday and I am now just mentally and emotionally drained from all this.