y well technically one month and one day but for the sake of my brain im rounding it down.... in basically one month i turn 21 and well it'll be D-day. if i dont get a few certain things paid off before then i'll have to go through hell for the next ten years. to put it easilly ive got a few skeletons in my closet that have been casuing me problems for the past couple years. now to add on the fact that my Uber-mormon dad and i share the same birthday; 33 years, 2 hours and 27 seconds apart; it sucks. not to mention i have a fuck ton of issues with my family because of said skeletons... and i'll have no one to go party and get drunk with on my birthday when i can finally do it legally because all my close by friends are dead. i made a promise after the fourth funeral in 3 months that i will never attend another funeral in my life... not even my own. they will burry an empty casket and only the few close friends i have left at that time will cremate me and scatter my ashes without any form of ceremony. eh..... i know its whiny mood for me today.... i hope it changes by the time i turn 21.....