i am going to sit back relax and forget all the crap people tell me >.<

when the new york explosion thing happened people in uni kept telling me that people i know in new york (aka lory) was dead in the explosion and it actually pushed my depression into hyperdrive

and when i try to do work i keep getting told by people in my corse "Oh thats a improvement?"
or my fave i have worked hard on my essay to make it a very clear academic paper just to be told by my peers "WERE doing this for quality not crappy quantity" =m=


plus final fantasy 14 a MMORPG i am between 2 friends basically streched out by them due to the fact they hate each other which makes a game i paid for not fun D:, especially since groups in the game treat groups like blood pacts >.<


these are just a few parts of a lot of stress i have right now i am going to relax tonight otherwise i think my head will explode o...o