Poop :-/
11 years ago
Feeling like that today, poop. I've realized I'm really, really, really scared to be emotionally attached to anyone, today. That my break up took a lot more from me than I thought....
I have these over-arching fantasies of loving someone, dating and the like... but I lock up and revert back to me over-the-top obnoxious, asshole that is me when people don't accept me or my friends.
I'm not entirely sure what to do anymore, I haven't actually dated in like... 6 years, going on 7 soon. Wow... it's been nearly a year since I've dated anyone, heh...
Think I'm tired of being alone.
Bah... need to stop being so poop xD
Sorry for the drama.
-Mousie
I have these over-arching fantasies of loving someone, dating and the like... but I lock up and revert back to me over-the-top obnoxious, asshole that is me when people don't accept me or my friends.
I'm not entirely sure what to do anymore, I haven't actually dated in like... 6 years, going on 7 soon. Wow... it's been nearly a year since I've dated anyone, heh...
Think I'm tired of being alone.
Bah... need to stop being so poop xD
Sorry for the drama.
-Mousie
FA+

Just... life xD
I can understand this. Frankly If the person I am dating can not accept me or the people who are a part of my life then they are not worth being in my life. One should not change their entire life just for one person. There should be compromise between them. Afterall both people are taking the risk to start the steps to sharing and unifying their lives.
And while being alone is not the best condition in the world I would rather be alone and remain true to myself than Have to change my entire being just for someone else.
Good luck and I hope your day takes a turn for the better,