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11 years ago
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There comes a time ... where you've got to give up, right?
Because else you feel you might go insane. Or break completely.
There's only so much one can take before they need to just accept what they've come to. And I think that might be me right now.
I'm fed up of the pain, and the crying, and the hopelessness. The feeling like I've got nowhere to go but down, even though I don't think I can go much further down.
And just because people don't see it any more ... they think I'm doing better. No, I just ran out of tears to shed. Especially in front of people. It gets too much.
I can barely do what I enjoy, let alone work. I don't want to get up in the mornings ... I only do because I need to take my boyfriend to school too. If he didn't rely on me driving him, I'd have no motivation whatsoever to move.
I just don't feel like I can take any more.
And I don't know what to do.
Because else you feel you might go insane. Or break completely.
There's only so much one can take before they need to just accept what they've come to. And I think that might be me right now.
I'm fed up of the pain, and the crying, and the hopelessness. The feeling like I've got nowhere to go but down, even though I don't think I can go much further down.
And just because people don't see it any more ... they think I'm doing better. No, I just ran out of tears to shed. Especially in front of people. It gets too much.
I can barely do what I enjoy, let alone work. I don't want to get up in the mornings ... I only do because I need to take my boyfriend to school too. If he didn't rely on me driving him, I'd have no motivation whatsoever to move.
I just don't feel like I can take any more.
And I don't know what to do.
