I'm going to have a to take a break from doing rp's, especially the adult kind. It's taking a toll on me because I believe it's so far from how I normally am that my normal side and my wild side are at war with each other. And I don't want my wild side to win because I'm scared of what I may do or become. *shudders at the thought.* I'm going to try and take a break from rp's for one month to see if it affects my attitude for the better. If it does, I'll have to be careful on how often and what I say in future rp's.