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The choice I've made is a result of following my heart
11 years ago
Look, I know I said I was going to try to get back to school and get it over with, but that didn't happen.
I try to make an adult decision, I get burnt for it. Because I fell victim of the gossip and rumors about me, and its spread so fast that its nearly everyone in the school, even the homosexuals!!! I have an F in Biology class because of this shit, and I feel like a total failure for my parents because I've tried to not to get one F any subject...its killing emotionally and mentally so I fucking quit. I've tried so many times with school, its gotten to the point where the TEACHERS don't fucking give a shit and just shrug it off because "its happens all the time". MY GOD! I'm...furious and upset about this shit! I can't fucking stand schools anymore. Too much shit... Not only that, the gal I thought was my friend Kolby, she treats me like shit. I only exist to her when she NEEDS something. When she comes over, she doesn't come over to see me, she comes over for the weed and just plops on the furniture and its not even her house. She even embarrassed me when she told nearly EVERYONE in Biology class that when I get stoned, I will not shut up. Yeah, I don't, but I can';t help it, I'm trying to at least be happy. But I can't have people knowing my business!
Which is why I've been resorting to fantasy and plague doctors just to keep me sane and happy. I hate this generation, its a piece of shit, and I am not sorry. I'm not sorry for anything, my choices, my desires, my following of my heart. I am not sorry for anything. So, as a result, I am going for my G.E.D, go to community college to do film study and go to Film School. Fuck you bitches. Offended? Your loss, not mine.
I try to make an adult decision, I get burnt for it. Because I fell victim of the gossip and rumors about me, and its spread so fast that its nearly everyone in the school, even the homosexuals!!! I have an F in Biology class because of this shit, and I feel like a total failure for my parents because I've tried to not to get one F any subject...its killing emotionally and mentally so I fucking quit. I've tried so many times with school, its gotten to the point where the TEACHERS don't fucking give a shit and just shrug it off because "its happens all the time". MY GOD! I'm...furious and upset about this shit! I can't fucking stand schools anymore. Too much shit... Not only that, the gal I thought was my friend Kolby, she treats me like shit. I only exist to her when she NEEDS something. When she comes over, she doesn't come over to see me, she comes over for the weed and just plops on the furniture and its not even her house. She even embarrassed me when she told nearly EVERYONE in Biology class that when I get stoned, I will not shut up. Yeah, I don't, but I can';t help it, I'm trying to at least be happy. But I can't have people knowing my business!
Which is why I've been resorting to fantasy and plague doctors just to keep me sane and happy. I hate this generation, its a piece of shit, and I am not sorry. I'm not sorry for anything, my choices, my desires, my following of my heart. I am not sorry for anything. So, as a result, I am going for my G.E.D, go to community college to do film study and go to Film School. Fuck you bitches. Offended? Your loss, not mine.
