awwwww sorry to hear -hugs-

So I just found your account today. I have to say nice art work you developed nicely over time. But my question is, What brought this on? I mean that's not all is it? Just him quitting. Is he not looking for another job or is he cheating on you?

The thing is, I've had bad experiences in the past. I saw my mother try and support three guys, and it all failed. Then I spent over $2000 on my ex and HIS family.... So for me, this is paranoia speaking. Plus I feel like it's been eating at me since he decided.

I see how this can be painful for you. I suffer from chronic paranoia and it's very hard to deal with. The internet gets me though and never judges me. So i can understand your pain and hope that lazy bum gets a job. (Joking his bumness) Is he even looking?

Yes, he says he has some that MAY happen, but I don't know...

You don't Trust his word or don't think he will get them?

Yes.

(Laughs) So both. Well I hope He gets it. He seems, um, I'm not sure how he seems other then jobless i don't have much to go on. But I hope he's nice. Why not test him? When he gets said job after a Month Ask him to buy you like a (expensive thing here) like in the hundreds like a boob job (most expensive thing I could think of). Or make him so his love for you somehow. Bed covered in roses kinda thing. I'm not a romantic the most Romantic thing I have done is buy some old lady food because she lost her cards and had ordered food.

Well, the thing is... I dunno.... I mean... We're not living together so he can't do shit.

Oh. Have him cut off his ear and mail it to you. A famous artist did that right? (Is mostly joking) But I guess showing you his paycheck or his emails of return notices of his applying might show you hes actually looking. Right?

Yeah.... The paychecks is what I'm looking for the most....

Well if what I understand is that he quit, I don't know why, and even though your not living together and have no way to provide for him you dumped him out of fear you would have to without even giving him the chance to find a new one?

It's a LONG story.

(sits in front of you) I have all Night if you do and are willing to share.

Note me...

awww, sorry to hear that... I know this is a hard thing to go through, so, if you need someone to talk to, I am here for you
Hope things get better for you soon *hugs*

Thanks.

What exactly happened? If you don't mind me asking that is. Just wondering if it is like.... he quit a job, you're supporting the both of you and not really able to keep both afloat, or is it... like... going into a line of work you disaprove of or if there are other things going on

You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to, and I won't pry if you don't want me to

Look above, it kind of explains it generally.