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Encore: Returning to fa...but differently.
11 years ago
Hey.
I am very, very close to my finals: They are at the end of May. This...this is making me more nervous than ever, ever before. So much on my mind, so much to do...no free time to spend really. Sometimes, I just feel like running off somewhere - its why I try to get my hands on a joint sometimes, because Bacardi-Coke cant help me too much; cant store any at school, so I have to take it to the smaller media. x.x
But thats not the only thing... I have gotten more moodswings. I still want art and the like, but I feel...weird. I dunno really. Maybe its because there is a staff meeting of my site tomorrow - or maybe its because I am actually working for that company. ...or maybe i am just fearing my balls off due to the exams, i really have no clue. There are so many things that get me down nowdays - like the way I am just an outsider, the fact that I seem to get nothing but others everything, and how others people lives get enhanced and mine is just a bitch i have to nail hard...ohye.
Therefore, I am looking for ways to give me a mood-bump. I dont want to take medicine, because sometimes they tend to poke my eyes - and the last I need is another eye surgery now, although I have had 40+ of them already (yes, actual surgeries). So if you have any suggestion, lemme know o.o
My next problem is my ultra outdated fa. I have nearly 3k unseen submissions. THREE FUCKING THOUSAND OvO... Thats going to take me forever. Why? Because:
If each page displays 60 images at once, then I will have as many pages as the result of: 3000/60 which equals exactly 50.
Cocksuckin' :I.
But not just that. I kinda ran out of money. I am soon investing into a new server for the Dragon's Inn which very likely will hit the peak of 40USD. And overall, I need to rewrite the website's engine BIRD to bring it to version 3. Which involves a good bunch of research and re-making... Creating a crossbreed of PHP and NodeJS is going to be fun though o.o. But really - i have so much coding to do...and the inn is the one I am the less paid for; except for donations. Just in this week, i got a total of 55€ donation. But paypal cut about 2.50€ from that, so it ended up as 52 euros and a half.
I will soon be posting a few things that are related to art really. I am working on an art platform. A sneak peak is to be found here: http://artic.us.com . I hope to realize it soon. It will be an artplatform, unlike anything else you have seen before.
But for now...I need to find something important: soem very special and unique art. Like something that will stun people even outside of the fandom. Something...very unique. But currently, I ca barely afford a cheeseburger. x.x;
So yeah, i am back for now. Next break from school is at 11th April and will last two weeks. Gonna see what happens o.o...
Kind regards and hugs to everyone that cared enough to read this :3
- Ingwie.
I am very, very close to my finals: They are at the end of May. This...this is making me more nervous than ever, ever before. So much on my mind, so much to do...no free time to spend really. Sometimes, I just feel like running off somewhere - its why I try to get my hands on a joint sometimes, because Bacardi-Coke cant help me too much; cant store any at school, so I have to take it to the smaller media. x.x
But thats not the only thing... I have gotten more moodswings. I still want art and the like, but I feel...weird. I dunno really. Maybe its because there is a staff meeting of my site tomorrow - or maybe its because I am actually working for that company. ...or maybe i am just fearing my balls off due to the exams, i really have no clue. There are so many things that get me down nowdays - like the way I am just an outsider, the fact that I seem to get nothing but others everything, and how others people lives get enhanced and mine is just a bitch i have to nail hard...ohye.
Therefore, I am looking for ways to give me a mood-bump. I dont want to take medicine, because sometimes they tend to poke my eyes - and the last I need is another eye surgery now, although I have had 40+ of them already (yes, actual surgeries). So if you have any suggestion, lemme know o.o
My next problem is my ultra outdated fa. I have nearly 3k unseen submissions. THREE FUCKING THOUSAND OvO... Thats going to take me forever. Why? Because:
If each page displays 60 images at once, then I will have as many pages as the result of: 3000/60 which equals exactly 50.
Cocksuckin' :I.
But not just that. I kinda ran out of money. I am soon investing into a new server for the Dragon's Inn which very likely will hit the peak of 40USD. And overall, I need to rewrite the website's engine BIRD to bring it to version 3. Which involves a good bunch of research and re-making... Creating a crossbreed of PHP and NodeJS is going to be fun though o.o. But really - i have so much coding to do...and the inn is the one I am the less paid for; except for donations. Just in this week, i got a total of 55€ donation. But paypal cut about 2.50€ from that, so it ended up as 52 euros and a half.
I will soon be posting a few things that are related to art really. I am working on an art platform. A sneak peak is to be found here: http://artic.us.com . I hope to realize it soon. It will be an artplatform, unlike anything else you have seen before.
But for now...I need to find something important: soem very special and unique art. Like something that will stun people even outside of the fandom. Something...very unique. But currently, I ca barely afford a cheeseburger. x.x;
So yeah, i am back for now. Next break from school is at 11th April and will last two weeks. Gonna see what happens o.o...
Kind regards and hugs to everyone that cared enough to read this :3
- Ingwie.
