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11 years ago
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Hello everyone. <3
Thank you for the help in my previous journal! I got a good amount of money together, and my mother agreed to lend me money for a new tablet. (: I'm super grateful for your help, and also my family for always being so supportive. Hopefully I'll receive it super soon so I can get to work big time. I'm really excited and motivated to draw lots. :D
But damn, also like...
Since I was mega ill I was unable to leave the house for over a week (other than being in hospital). Even though I've been better for a few days, I still haven't been able to push myself to go out. The longer I wait, the harder it gets! Though I get really nervous most of the time, I do really like going out and socialising but damn. I can't get motivated enough. I plan to go ''tomorrow'' every day, and when the time comes and it just seems overwhelming and I feel like I don't have enough time (though I DEFINITELY do). Or I just don't feel like it somehow. And then I feel really terrible in the evenings again when I've done it again.
Man, so difficult! It's especially hard now because it's university holidays and most of my friends aren't around. I'm def gonna force myself out tomorrow to post lots of art to people who have bought traditional stuff. Perhaps I can even make it to university and pick up my prescriptions! Gonna do it! Getting back on my feet!
It's just taking me a while to get back into stuff I guess. At least art motivation hasn't left me haha!
Thanks again all.
Thank you for the help in my previous journal! I got a good amount of money together, and my mother agreed to lend me money for a new tablet. (: I'm super grateful for your help, and also my family for always being so supportive. Hopefully I'll receive it super soon so I can get to work big time. I'm really excited and motivated to draw lots. :D
But damn, also like...
Since I was mega ill I was unable to leave the house for over a week (other than being in hospital). Even though I've been better for a few days, I still haven't been able to push myself to go out. The longer I wait, the harder it gets! Though I get really nervous most of the time, I do really like going out and socialising but damn. I can't get motivated enough. I plan to go ''tomorrow'' every day, and when the time comes and it just seems overwhelming and I feel like I don't have enough time (though I DEFINITELY do). Or I just don't feel like it somehow. And then I feel really terrible in the evenings again when I've done it again.
Man, so difficult! It's especially hard now because it's university holidays and most of my friends aren't around. I'm def gonna force myself out tomorrow to post lots of art to people who have bought traditional stuff. Perhaps I can even make it to university and pick up my prescriptions! Gonna do it! Getting back on my feet!
It's just taking me a while to get back into stuff I guess. At least art motivation hasn't left me haha!
Thanks again all.
hope you getting well soon also. <3
Lots of art shall be posted ehehe!