I often think about where did I born to this world, and why. The more I think, the stronger the feeling gets, that I borned into one of the most fucked up country.
I hate to live in here. I'm scared of living in here for longer.
My country is famous of it's worst historical decisions, and now the situations are getting scary for me. I would like to move to another country, but I'm also afraid of the people out there. The would rightfully think, why this "person" didn't stay where he came from, because everyone who can, are escaping from here in the hope of a better life. I can't be proud of my nationality anymore. I feel it as a shame, that I can't clean from myself.
I don't want to take part in any wars. I don't want my life to be dictated by others. I don't want others to whisper behind my back.
Hopefully, I'll get my passport in 20 days, and soon after I've finished my school (if no political craps happen after the vote)I will move somewhere else, where I could have more peace.