I was just given 30 days notice.
11 years ago
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Well... here we are again. Forced to move again to a place I don't really know with people I don't really know, from people I don't really know.
For those of you who don't know, two years ago me and my parents were evicted from our house because my father's paranoia, unwillingness to work, and side effects from past drug use caught up with him and my school grants could no longer pay our rent. We lived with my grandparents for a year, then when I had enough and realized I didn't have to stick with my fathers abuse I lived with my aunt for a year after my other grandmother died. Then that got too expensive and I rented a room, with a drug addict and her son, and after I couldn't take her behavior anymore I moved again into the place I am now with three people who are nice, friendly, but we have nothing in common. Now one of their family members lost their house, and I was just given 30 days notice. I have no family I can go live with. My mom left my dad and is renting a room too. As is my aunt. My Family has been obliterated by my fathers behavior, and I am just being shuffled from place to place.
Here's the thing... I don't want to move again. I don't want to just go rent another room because it isn't permanent. It's unstable, you don't know the situation you are in until it is too late, and it doesn't seem to last long. At this point I have so few things that I could live anywhere, but I just...I'm tired. I want a family. It doesn't even have to be MY family I just want to live with people I know. I want to live with my mother, or my aunt, or my own but that's completely unaffordable. I am considering moving to a place like Seattle, or the outskirts of it, but I am in the middle of my last semester of community college. No way in hell am I transferring in this mess.of a situation I am in. So... if I can't live with my mother, or my aunt again, I want to live with Furries. Please, dear god, that is all I want. I could live in a broom closet for all I care if I lived with Furries. Someone who understands what I do, what I say, how I think, and what I am into. I don't want to just shift rooms about again just to leave in another three months. Idealy I want to finish the semester and move on.
SO PLEASE if there are any Furries in the orange county area that could let me rent a room, please, please, let me rent it from you. Preferably near Costa Mesa but I don't care anymore. I can pay the rent. I just need the familiarity and security.
For those of you who don't know, two years ago me and my parents were evicted from our house because my father's paranoia, unwillingness to work, and side effects from past drug use caught up with him and my school grants could no longer pay our rent. We lived with my grandparents for a year, then when I had enough and realized I didn't have to stick with my fathers abuse I lived with my aunt for a year after my other grandmother died. Then that got too expensive and I rented a room, with a drug addict and her son, and after I couldn't take her behavior anymore I moved again into the place I am now with three people who are nice, friendly, but we have nothing in common. Now one of their family members lost their house, and I was just given 30 days notice. I have no family I can go live with. My mom left my dad and is renting a room too. As is my aunt. My Family has been obliterated by my fathers behavior, and I am just being shuffled from place to place.
Here's the thing... I don't want to move again. I don't want to just go rent another room because it isn't permanent. It's unstable, you don't know the situation you are in until it is too late, and it doesn't seem to last long. At this point I have so few things that I could live anywhere, but I just...I'm tired. I want a family. It doesn't even have to be MY family I just want to live with people I know. I want to live with my mother, or my aunt, or my own but that's completely unaffordable. I am considering moving to a place like Seattle, or the outskirts of it, but I am in the middle of my last semester of community college. No way in hell am I transferring in this mess.of a situation I am in. So... if I can't live with my mother, or my aunt again, I want to live with Furries. Please, dear god, that is all I want. I could live in a broom closet for all I care if I lived with Furries. Someone who understands what I do, what I say, how I think, and what I am into. I don't want to just shift rooms about again just to leave in another three months. Idealy I want to finish the semester and move on.
SO PLEASE if there are any Furries in the orange county area that could let me rent a room, please, please, let me rent it from you. Preferably near Costa Mesa but I don't care anymore. I can pay the rent. I just need the familiarity and security.
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Keep your chin up man, things will get better!