This waiting around waiting for that one important call to see if I have job or not, is killing me to the point im going crazy, all my emotion are running wild, thinking of the good things that I did in the past that can nail the job easily but then the bad shit starts flooding my brain and brining me down hard....im trying to stay positive but I just want to have this answer soon to put my mind at ease right now cause im just sitting around the house staring near a phone and every time it rings im praying its the call im waiting for...if anyone can do anything or give me ideas to help me calm down please let me know cause I pretty much tried everything...