Okay, this past few weeks has been hella in all the worst ways...so to give back a bit, I am going to thank some people individually who have been the absolute best. uwu

My dearest Chris, where do I begin? Not only has the past few week been survivable because f you but the past eight years as well. I couldn't ask more of you. I find it hard to express in words how deeply rooted my love is for you and I couldn't see my life being what it is without you in it. You're a gem among common stones and I love you dearly for all you've done for me recently and in years past. The simplest things you do bring a smile to my face, whether its changing the subject to get my mind off of things or calling me in wee hours of the morning to whisper a 'goodnight' to me...You constantly ask how I'm feeling and if things you say have improved my mood (they always do). The amount of dedication you've shown me in recent weeks has touched me and from here on out I can't see my life going on without you in it. I love you dear, for as long as I live and from beyond the grave.

My lovely Crayon uwu you are always super fantastic and I'd have it no other way. I hope that eventually I can make it up there to live with you soon but we will have to see where the cards fall. Anyhoo, you are a wonderful shoulder to cry on and you always have sound advice. You can go from sad dumb things to hue in a matter of minutes. You put up with my fussing and especially the screaming about my robotals. You've always been very easy to talk to and I always feel like I can share intimate problems with you no matter what. You have a lovely personality and even at my lowest points you can bring out my happy. Like Chris, you can bring out this feeling that everything will be okay in the end. You've been very helpful in recent weeks and I feel like there's more I could do for you in return. I love you dearest and thank you for all the help you've given me.

Oh Ashley...First of all I have to thank you for putting up with my dumb ideas that you've had to wake up to the past few days. Screaming, literally screaming, about...really dumb things..(robots mostly)...for that I apologize but for some reason you still put up with it. Talking to you makes me smile and between sharing dumb tumblr posts and cackling over silly things our partners did, you've been a tremendous help. I know we had a bit of a spiff later last year but even then part of me missed your company. You keep drawing me precious lovely things and I feel terrible I haven't had the time or motivation to return the favor. Your little beebs you draw for me are most appreciated and I love them to bits. Thank you for making me smile and being precious.

For the others that have helped me that I didn't mention, please don't take this personally. These three people are my stronghold and are the closest people I have right now. I sincerely appreciate the time others have taken to help me out emotionally or otherwise the past few weeks. I jsut felt the need to show some love to those I deeply care for.

x