Okies,like I care about xmass, but when everybody around you act in holiday spirit, you kinda catch it too. Except of lights on the trees, I actually don't like this holiday, and today I gained another reson to dislike them more. Today I got a message from my vet, that my cat has practically no chances to survive anymore. Yeah, his treatment didn't help him as much as it was expected. Thuesday I am taking him to a surgeon, and we shall see if there is a chance to perform really last operation on him, if not then i will have no choice then make a really crucial decision, which of course i prefer never to have. I am scared like hell.

...apparently, also I need to open my comission box again... So, people, it's opened.