Well the good news is that I got myself into a peaceful state of mind again in a short amount of time. I've just been cooped up for quite a while on top of the original issue because I was ill and could not really go anywhere and I still cant really go anywhere, upside, I'm emotionally chill, downside, I'm in immense pain I've yet to see a doctor about the issue and it comes by for a little bit and goes away but when it rears its ugly face man its a bitch to deal with its like from the ribcage down this unbearable stinging feeling to a point where I can barely move, even breathing hurts and then suddenly it goes away after like 10-20 minutes, I'm really hoping its nothing too serious because it feels awful so I've just been trying to take it easy until I'm able to get an appointment going. Have a lot more time to draw now as well, would be up for doing art trades or something.