Merry Christmas/Chanukah/other beliefs holidays to all!

The main reason I'm posting this is because for the past few days, I've been feeling a lot better than my last journal. I guess it really was just the shock of seeing everyone, maybe some withdrawal from the prozac, and it was also my first time being around smoking and drugs in a really long time (I hadn't had a smoke since October, but now thats changed. Same with a drink), and drugs I just... I've seen to many of my friends throw their lives over to drugs, I've seen what they can do to people. I don't like them and I never want to do them again.

But away from that subject, it only depresses me.

All you need to know is yes I'm still alive, and unfortunately for the world I'm probably gonna be alive for a while.

SO GET READY WORLD! I'M ABOUT TO FUCK YOU IN THE ASS!
HARDCORE!

My macbook finally came in with Logic preloaded onto it, so expect to be hearing some more music from me in the near future.

PS: I'm bored, anybody want me to draw something for them/do an art trade?