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Next two weeks will be busy...
11 years ago
...and...interesting. ^^;
Still working on these commissions off and on, though I have been spending most of the time trying to complete my entry for C2E2's "Crowned Championship of Cosplay" deal (god if that isn't the most pretentious name for a cosplay craftsmanship contest I don't know what is! XD). C2E2's in 2 weeks and not a single aspect of this thing is done yet. T__T But I'm sewing the bodysuit now so I wanna have that done in the next two days if possible. The foam work for the head is almost done. I wanna fix the ears though before go on to furring it. Tail and wings'll be pretty easy. I don't think feet will be a big problem either. Mostly the body and the head I'll have to make sure they look their best.
Also I still have my job. I really do wish that we had a legitimate schedule for the job so then I could schedule things around work way better but I don't. They don't give us a straight up schedule for this thing. It's so ridiculous...
Also I now have a gym membership...so that's a thing that I'm starting tomorrow...Ya know...for all my rambling about body size, you'd think I'd be the last person to really care about that stuff. In general I don't. I could really care less about my health at the moment or how I really look on a day to day basis. I ain't a girly girl. Jeans and a t-shirt will suffice. But I do love cosplay and I despise being ridiculed (rather I do not have thick skin and would not take ridicule well). I've accepted the sad fact that racist people will be racist. I can't do anything about my skin tone nor should that dictate which characters I choose to dress up as. But for some reason I still let weight dictate that. It's a hurdle I can't jump over as it's the last acceptable thing to bully people on (as weight is seen as a thing you can and should "fix"). Most likely I won't be happy about it, but it's a lot of money on the line and I tired of throwing a way perfectly good cosplay ideas just because I currently don't feel I can pull them off. I'm sure I'll be talking over goals with the trainer tomorrow. Hopefully she'll be able to understand either where I'm coming from or just accept those feelings. *shrug*
No matter...I'm just super busy. Work and this costume are gonna be taking up most of that time though. But I'm still working on commissions too. Work for 'em has just been a little slowed down for the moment. I'll pick up speed again once this competition is over with.
Still working on these commissions off and on, though I have been spending most of the time trying to complete my entry for C2E2's "Crowned Championship of Cosplay" deal (god if that isn't the most pretentious name for a cosplay craftsmanship contest I don't know what is! XD). C2E2's in 2 weeks and not a single aspect of this thing is done yet. T__T But I'm sewing the bodysuit now so I wanna have that done in the next two days if possible. The foam work for the head is almost done. I wanna fix the ears though before go on to furring it. Tail and wings'll be pretty easy. I don't think feet will be a big problem either. Mostly the body and the head I'll have to make sure they look their best.
Also I still have my job. I really do wish that we had a legitimate schedule for the job so then I could schedule things around work way better but I don't. They don't give us a straight up schedule for this thing. It's so ridiculous...
Also I now have a gym membership...so that's a thing that I'm starting tomorrow...Ya know...for all my rambling about body size, you'd think I'd be the last person to really care about that stuff. In general I don't. I could really care less about my health at the moment or how I really look on a day to day basis. I ain't a girly girl. Jeans and a t-shirt will suffice. But I do love cosplay and I despise being ridiculed (rather I do not have thick skin and would not take ridicule well). I've accepted the sad fact that racist people will be racist. I can't do anything about my skin tone nor should that dictate which characters I choose to dress up as. But for some reason I still let weight dictate that. It's a hurdle I can't jump over as it's the last acceptable thing to bully people on (as weight is seen as a thing you can and should "fix"). Most likely I won't be happy about it, but it's a lot of money on the line and I tired of throwing a way perfectly good cosplay ideas just because I currently don't feel I can pull them off. I'm sure I'll be talking over goals with the trainer tomorrow. Hopefully she'll be able to understand either where I'm coming from or just accept those feelings. *shrug*
No matter...I'm just super busy. Work and this costume are gonna be taking up most of that time though. But I'm still working on commissions too. Work for 'em has just been a little slowed down for the moment. I'll pick up speed again once this competition is over with.
(I clearly don't have much faith in the health/fitness industry nor do I care anything for it...)