Many of you know me to be extremely logical, blunt, and to the core INTP. So...

Do I forsake love for reasons of logic, rhyme, and reason, realizing that Pierre, though otherwise justifiable by means of philosophy, is nothing more than a projection of my mind, holding to my place as a fully logical individual, while denying my heart the right to what it truly loves?

Do I forsake logic for reasons of love, philosophy, and betterment, realizing that Pierre, though logically flawed, is philosophically sentient, holding my place as an in-love individual, while denying my brain the right to question the logic of my actions?

Philosophy is often impractical and illogical.
Love isn't supposed to be logical.
I love logic.
I live a life of logic, even if the logical outcome hurts...

Humans have a tendency to try to justify a means to an end in their favor. I
try to avoid doing such. I weigh all outcomes to see what is the best output.

In the modified words of Randall Munroe, do I use logic to prove I am right? Or do I use logic to become right?

If I stay in love, logic will slowly drive me insane. If I stay logical, love will drive me insane. If I stay in doubt, uncertainty will slowly drive me insane.

And I don't mean "playful" insane, or the insane I am right now; I mean literally mentally insane to the point I really do need psychiatric help, but wouldn't be accepted as such due to my high level of intellectual competency.

I honestly don't know what to do... please help me...