My tablet pen was moved by my mother from where I usually keep it and now i can't find it, it isn't where she claims to have put it. I HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING WORK TO GET DONE I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS

I actually have one YCH done and I had had another almost finished and my art program closed itself and i lost everything and I kinda just rage quit for a couple days because of that... I was going to start working again today because I don't want to disappoint the auction winners or my commissioners but OMG MY FUCKING TABLET PEN RAN AWAY?

Why do I keep losing things??? Until a couple months ago I NEVER LOST ANYTHING IMPORTANT OMG WHAT IS GOING ON THIS IS PISSING ME OFF UGH

//end rant