So lately ive been not feeling well, im not sick its just ive been well sick of myself i guess, i cant stand looking at my self anymore i feel shitty about everyrhing my voice, my dancing and now its even getting into my art i cant stand it.
And now its affecting my relashionship

But i just dont feel good about myself
I covered all the mirrors in my house to see if that helps
Ive tried even dressing nice while at school to maybe boost my confidence but nothing works :/ i just cant stand myself and im not even sure why
The only time i dont feel like this is when i wear nova its been kinda nice having her

Idk i guess im just wallowing in my own self pity
Ignore this ill probably delete it tomorrow :/