yeah, I didnt get that job... I was apparently "too nervous"... so dispite the fact that I was one of the only people to 100% the test we were given, I was the only candidate who is unemployed so can start without giving a months notice (for a 9 month contract!) and a number of people in the company recommended me, I lost out to an older woman... its a vicious circle, I get nervous because Im worried I wont get the job, I dont get the job because I was nervous... fuck it...

this has knocked my confidance so much now... I wont be online this week on here or skype... if you need to get in contact with me, send me a note... Ill try to check those once a day