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My Mom is gone.
11 years ago
I've been crying for the last 7 hours and I am as I write this so bare with any errors.
At about 2:45pm this afternoon I got word from my aunt that my mother was feeling depressed and that I needed to call her as soon as possible. I got right on that. I got through to my mom but it didn't sound like anything was wrong, in fact my mom sounded fantastic and assured me there was nothing wrong at all. We had our usual laughs and stories for a bit. I told her I loved her and that I was incredibly excited to see her on Mother's day next month. She said the same and we hung up.
This would be the very last time I'd ever speak to my mom.
Shortly after my father showed up to her house home from work only to find my mom lying down in their dining room floor, dead, with a revolver pistol at her side. It pains me to say this but yes my mother committed suicide this afternoon.
There was no suicide note to be found anywhere in the house. The only message that's been left are the ones on our phones that she left to her sister's her brother and to each of her children. Her motive was that she was told by doctors over the weekend that she only had a month to live because a form of cancer had already consumed an estimated 90% of her body. She never wanted me or my family to feel the kind of pain she was going through and she wanted to beat it.
My mom was and still is the most important woman in my life. I love her more than anybody and I continue to love her just as much.
I do not condone suicide at all because I know there is help out there and please anybody if you are suffering even the smallest bit of depression from anything please go get help.
Mom. I love you and I will miss you. You raised five children who all became amazing adults, you have four grandchildren who will remember you like we did growing up, most of all you have one son who is going to dedicate the rest of his life to your memory. That son is me.
Good bye, Mom.
Love, Sam.
At about 2:45pm this afternoon I got word from my aunt that my mother was feeling depressed and that I needed to call her as soon as possible. I got right on that. I got through to my mom but it didn't sound like anything was wrong, in fact my mom sounded fantastic and assured me there was nothing wrong at all. We had our usual laughs and stories for a bit. I told her I loved her and that I was incredibly excited to see her on Mother's day next month. She said the same and we hung up.
This would be the very last time I'd ever speak to my mom.
Shortly after my father showed up to her house home from work only to find my mom lying down in their dining room floor, dead, with a revolver pistol at her side. It pains me to say this but yes my mother committed suicide this afternoon.
There was no suicide note to be found anywhere in the house. The only message that's been left are the ones on our phones that she left to her sister's her brother and to each of her children. Her motive was that she was told by doctors over the weekend that she only had a month to live because a form of cancer had already consumed an estimated 90% of her body. She never wanted me or my family to feel the kind of pain she was going through and she wanted to beat it.
My mom was and still is the most important woman in my life. I love her more than anybody and I continue to love her just as much.
I do not condone suicide at all because I know there is help out there and please anybody if you are suffering even the smallest bit of depression from anything please go get help.
Mom. I love you and I will miss you. You raised five children who all became amazing adults, you have four grandchildren who will remember you like we did growing up, most of all you have one son who is going to dedicate the rest of his life to your memory. That son is me.
Good bye, Mom.
Love, Sam.
Rest in Peace. You were the love of my life.
AngelKitt 
MinaAlyssa 
MetaLuna
April 24th 1985 - March 1st 2017 
AngelKitt
MinaAlyssa
MetaLuna
im so sorry
hugs
no one should have to go through that
ur mom sounded like an amazing person
im sorry she had to end her life like that
this just made me cry abit
jesus
you should of been proud to have had a great mother
I wish you and ur family my prayers and condolences
im so sorry again
hugs
I hope ull get through this
So sorry to hear, but if you need someone to talk to I will happily give you my number. Hang in there man, you have friends in the furry fandom.. And I'm sure there are many of us out here who want to help you if we can.
*hugs*
like I mentioned there, you mentioned to me at MCFC talking to her, and you were so looking forward to seeing her. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, Sam.
I feel a deep, deep pit in my chest right now hearing about this, having experienced similar losses in my life. She deserved to spend the last days of her life with her children at her side, loving her as they always had. I can't imagine...that this even happened.
I'm here if ya need me.
-Aniro
You and yours will be in our thoughts.
༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽
There are no words.
I for one will keep you and your family in my prayers! <:.'
place that she likes in the world, she's going to and in the world, she's leaving. *hugs you from behind and rests forehead on your shoulder*
But that is just terrible man. Sorry to hear that. I can't imagine what you have been going through. Ill keep you and your family in thoughts and prayers.