Feels like i have 2 default emotions Sad and Angry
11 years ago
from having depression and not giving a shit about anything to being outright pist off at someone else for being happy. so i usually keep to myself most days as i feel i myself am volitle to your emotional well being.
But i can put on a fake smile every once and a while but makeup only last so long.
But i can put on a fake smile every once and a while but makeup only last so long.
Veskar
~veskar
You shoulda came to ice skating or at least to AFM. D: What have you been up to in Sulfur Springs?
Solmangrundy
~solmangrundy
OP
I've been working on my machines and scrapping metal at my place to buy parts. It's something to do and im not pressured to get it done as fast as possible so its slow but meh. Still without a phone but i dont really care since i hardly use one. I just dont really have the means and money to just go up to DFW area as much as i used to. Bad luck seems to happen almost daily but its trial and error so far only been stranded 3 times but managed to get help to get home or get the dang thing running again. It's a perk i guess of living in a small town and everyone knowing you.
Solmangrundy
~solmangrundy
OP
It's not that im a bad guy i just feel bad most of the time.
Corvus32346
~corvus32346
I had no idea you lived in Sulpher Springs. That's about 100 miles away. No wonder you haven't been around lately. As for the depression, I've been through it and still go through it a lot. Best wishes to you. =\
Veskar
~veskar
Dang, that's not good. Where do you see yourself in 2 years?
Solmangrundy
~solmangrundy
OP
I could care less right now really. Been 2 years already since this all started really going into the shitter.
Veskar
~veskar
Doesn't sound like a lot of fun. You gotta do sumfin productive with your life and also hang out more. ;)
Solmangrundy
~solmangrundy
OP
nothing really seems like fun. At least the stuff that is available to me, but even then its just for a moment. Thinking of the future for me in my head is real depressing. thanks for showing you care though i guess it helps since its some reassurance that I'm wrong.
Veskar
~veskar
There are people who care about you, whether you know it or not. :) Try to set some goals of things to do, whether job-wise or doing fun things. Yes, some fun things happen then or there and you forget the next day, but it's better than no fun at all. When is the last time you fursuited in town? Maybe talk to the guy about suiting in roller blades again at his rink? I'm sure we can have some other suiters come up for it.
Solmangrundy
~solmangrundy
OP
Not exactly sure what you mean by goal wise, I fix stuff all the time since i like the satisfaction of getting useless junk and making it useful. As far as going to that roller rink i havent been there since we last went and the last time i went suiting was TFF. As far as current goals go i want to get ahold of an Arcade cabinet preferably a racing one. Like Cruis'n Usa/World or the Off-Road arcade title that one was fun.
squibbles
~squibbles
im sorry grundy, i hope you feel better soon.
Romani_Ete
~romaniete
I can relate to that.
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