but recently I have to
I have been having odd dreams constantly and last night the dreams were consecutively bad
I started out in a school with an ex of mine and I don't remember what was going on but everyone was in the gym and although I don't remember much the end is clear as day
I look down at the blanket we had been sitting on and there was a penny...
a few seconds later is darted around the blanket and disappeared with everyone who hadn't been near me and my ex turns to me and said "please tell me that was you" with a horrified look on his face
and I shook my head and we ran towards a stage when I randomly was thrown 20 feet in the air only to land safely on my feet.... again I shoot my head at him and a white glowing 23 appears on my forehead almost impossible to read before I tear myself out of the dream only to feel a strange pressure between my shoulder blades as if I am being held down
I kept still with my eyes shut and it felt like a white aura was the cause
so after several seconds I shift positions and it fades away and I go into my next dream
it was on a military base in a similar setting to to movie Blood: The last vampire
Some girl and I were being chased through what looked like a garage or hangar by her father who had a gun and I still had the number 23 in my head she hands me a gun and bullets
we manage to kill her father before she gets hit by a truck
then I realized that she was number 23 and I was told who was going to die
after that the number 1 was stuck in my head as a transitioned into my next dream
which was a cross species cloning program on the same base
we had been trying to clone a friend of mine who had died by mixing his DNA with several animal and alien species I don't remember the name of the one out of dozens that succeeded
it was essentially a shelving unit with different bin for each species and mass amount of each one
they were being watched to see which ones awoke 1st
one by one each species was awakening before a version of him the same age he had died was standing behind me and I instantly knew he was going to be number 1 and was going to die

i hate my dreams sometimes
I've dreamt of myself slowly bleeding out locked in a box unable to wake up until i was dead (that was a while ago)
now i dream that people that we close to me in dream only were dying one by one
I've had so many dreams that end up morbid that i tend to go nights without sleep because i don't want to deal with it
for the most part i don't remember my dreams
but when i do it's either really good or really bad, often the latter