I dont know what the hell i am thinking or doing anymore, i just feel like the world has left me behind and I will not catch up. My house loan got screwed up and my car popped its motor. I mean hell i want something to just be simple for once. I dont know, I think I am failing at life sometimes when I look around me, I find everybody else has a better job, a nicer house,their car runs, and they have money in the bank. I have my wife and dont get me wrong i love her very much but i think she is getting cheated out of a better life! Gahh! Well i need sleep, night!

when life gives you lemons find a new god!