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Now I Need Meditation
11 years ago
Well. I have a bit to talk about.
First.
The St. Louis Gateway Furmeet convention was amazing! That being my first ever Furry convention allowed me to celebrate the fandom with other fuzzies. I really liked that I wore my tail that my friend Soydira made and people were complimenting me... even people who had no idea what we were doing. *cheers to being brave enough to support the fandom outside on the streets of downtown st. louis lol :p* Everyone who volunteered and helped run things did a great job and I will definitely return next year for 2015. theres too much for me to talk about there.
Second.
school is winding down and my emotions are starting to flip out. everytime I get close to graduating, I feel happy. that im getting out of school and will be walking across the stage getting my degree this time. then sad that some pretty cool people I met, I will never see them again. a roller coaster for a ton of things. but glad I wont have to put up with my roommate anymore.
Third.
I was coloring one of my pieces of art work today when I heard this song come on my youtube playlist and I suddenly stopped and wanted to burst into tears. being a guy like me and hearing the powerful sad sounding piano keys felt like too much to me with all the stuff going on. specially with the thought of moving and leaving sone amazing friends in the furry community behind. I will miss you all.
I need to meditate or something to clear my head so I can sleep...
But I will end on a strong note.
Its ok to feel your emotions.. thats what makes you human... or fuzzy, whichever you prefer. Never give up. if you've made it so far why stop now? push hard and finish strong! laugh and smile more! Yeah moving sounds bad but you can always come back to visit friends. A real friend will never forget you. Last but not least. be yourself and love yourself. .. cept don't be narcissistic. ...thats weird. I mean seriously.... I dobt wana be the first to physically somehow f*** myself... neither should you unless its some life long dream.... or you take things people say waaaaaaayy to seriously.
xD I should stop before ppl start to worry about me lol.
you guys have a good night. day. week. and I will do my best on getting back to posting music and or art.
First.
The St. Louis Gateway Furmeet convention was amazing! That being my first ever Furry convention allowed me to celebrate the fandom with other fuzzies. I really liked that I wore my tail that my friend Soydira made and people were complimenting me... even people who had no idea what we were doing. *cheers to being brave enough to support the fandom outside on the streets of downtown st. louis lol :p* Everyone who volunteered and helped run things did a great job and I will definitely return next year for 2015. theres too much for me to talk about there.
Second.
school is winding down and my emotions are starting to flip out. everytime I get close to graduating, I feel happy. that im getting out of school and will be walking across the stage getting my degree this time. then sad that some pretty cool people I met, I will never see them again. a roller coaster for a ton of things. but glad I wont have to put up with my roommate anymore.
Third.
I was coloring one of my pieces of art work today when I heard this song come on my youtube playlist and I suddenly stopped and wanted to burst into tears. being a guy like me and hearing the powerful sad sounding piano keys felt like too much to me with all the stuff going on. specially with the thought of moving and leaving sone amazing friends in the furry community behind. I will miss you all.
I need to meditate or something to clear my head so I can sleep...
But I will end on a strong note.
Its ok to feel your emotions.. thats what makes you human... or fuzzy, whichever you prefer. Never give up. if you've made it so far why stop now? push hard and finish strong! laugh and smile more! Yeah moving sounds bad but you can always come back to visit friends. A real friend will never forget you. Last but not least. be yourself and love yourself. .. cept don't be narcissistic. ...thats weird. I mean seriously.... I dobt wana be the first to physically somehow f*** myself... neither should you unless its some life long dream.... or you take things people say waaaaaaayy to seriously.
xD I should stop before ppl start to worry about me lol.
you guys have a good night. day. week. and I will do my best on getting back to posting music and or art.
