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Birthday coming soon...and ex friend wo's
11 years ago
My birthday is coming up soon, nothing too special probably gonna happen. A simple happy Bday on May 18th will be nice though ^^ Art will be worshiped o.o
So, i'm sure a lot of people feel this way about this when you have old friends that you must part with. A while ago I separated from a very old friend, some one who been around with me since i pretty much started. He was a big fan and we became close friends fast. As time went on though things changed, he changed, i changed, and problems grew.
Now before any one says "Well i hope you guys get back together." or "I'm sure it will work out." Its not. Me and him have been off and on friends for a while. Our friendship had been mended over more serous situations but my patience has wore more thin and time went on as well as my feelings. Finally i raised my hands and said i'm done. I left a letter which i believe he still hasn't read and walked away.
Now i'm not going to be damaging his image or trying to say what the fights were about or nothing. I don't need too. I just feel...hurt...i guess the best term it is for it. We were really close. I mean REALLY close. I knew his real name and address and even sent real letters to him for his birthday/holidays. I'm trying real hard to let go and forget about him but it is really hard to forget 5 years of your life being friends with some one who nearly talked to you every day.
I really hope i don't feel like a drama queen about this. It happened a while ago but the ache is still there. I apologize to those who do know what i am talking about and have told about this too. I would like to ask if any one has ether felt this problem before or knows a good way to remove it from your life. I'm sure it will go away eventually but it probably be a while. I'll stay strong though and stay away.
Thank you for listening to me about this if you do read this.
So, i'm sure a lot of people feel this way about this when you have old friends that you must part with. A while ago I separated from a very old friend, some one who been around with me since i pretty much started. He was a big fan and we became close friends fast. As time went on though things changed, he changed, i changed, and problems grew.
Now before any one says "Well i hope you guys get back together." or "I'm sure it will work out." Its not. Me and him have been off and on friends for a while. Our friendship had been mended over more serous situations but my patience has wore more thin and time went on as well as my feelings. Finally i raised my hands and said i'm done. I left a letter which i believe he still hasn't read and walked away.
Now i'm not going to be damaging his image or trying to say what the fights were about or nothing. I don't need too. I just feel...hurt...i guess the best term it is for it. We were really close. I mean REALLY close. I knew his real name and address and even sent real letters to him for his birthday/holidays. I'm trying real hard to let go and forget about him but it is really hard to forget 5 years of your life being friends with some one who nearly talked to you every day.
I really hope i don't feel like a drama queen about this. It happened a while ago but the ache is still there. I apologize to those who do know what i am talking about and have told about this too. I would like to ask if any one has ether felt this problem before or knows a good way to remove it from your life. I'm sure it will go away eventually but it probably be a while. I'll stay strong though and stay away.
Thank you for listening to me about this if you do read this.
Not the same way you explain in the journal though.
I feel I should comment on this journal because it's (sorta) good to see someone else with the same problem that I just ran into a some 5-6 days ago. Back when I was in grade 11 (about 3 years ago) I got more involved with this community and made a few friends that I'm still friends with now. Trusted them, actually talked to them as if they were real life friends, etc. Over the course of the last year and a half however, I sorta developed a bit of depression because of a bunch of stuff, it's a long story. One of my former friends decided to take it upon themselves and get mad at me because I would get in moods that HE didnt like. He decided to not speak to me anymore and suggested I do the same, and blocked me. This is a guy that i trusted with a lot of personal info. So yeah, I can say I know how you feel in a certain regard, but only to an extent. How I dealt with my situation was easy for me. Im not saddened by my situation. I'm the type of person where what he did to me pissed me off so bad that I lost respect for him and he'll never earn that back. I move on pretty easy when someone rubs me the wrong way. Since you might be having a harder time moving on, the only advice I can give you is let time do the trick. Stay close the friends you still have, distract yourself as much as possible, and you'll be good in no time.