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Inactivity and laziness - Should I stream?
11 years ago
Inactivity and laziness:
First of all... I'd like to apologize for the lack of activity in this gallery. I know it's been a while I drew something but... I just can't get any motivation because of my laziness. I could but... I'm really not motivated. I just can't...
For some reasons, I tend to feel... Desperate... All I can do is drawing sprites, many of you think I'm good, so, thanks for supporting. But another problem I have is... Well... It's been 5 years I stopped my studies... 5 years I was looking for a job... But nothing, not many people are really helping me to get a job, and since I have a kind of autism, things are complicated... Well, for now, I still live with my father. Yet, since I don't have any job... Well, I mostly spend my in room... Doing nothing much... I could go outside but... Not something I use to do... So yeah... Staying in my room... Alone... Doing nothing much besides watching videos on YouTube and talking to friends... I play or draw sometimes but not that often actually... And all that during 5 years... 5 years I'm stuck in my room!
*Sigh.* Well, I try to do something though. But since I'm not really drawing for now... You see then. Yet, sometimes, I'm still writing a chapter in my interactive story on writing.com though. And since people think I write pretty well, I'm thinking about it.
So yeah, that's right I tend to focus on my writing style (as long as I'm not distracted by a game). When I write something, I can easily store my thoughts and ideas. Gathering ideas is good, yet, I have the need to be creative sometimes. That's why I try to force myself a bit. And as long as I share my ideas, I can possibly bring inspirations for others too. And I hope people will enjoy my ideas. =)
I feel desperate because of my current life, I'm actually quite worried about my future. But I try to not think about it. All I need for now is to share my thoughts and ideas to others.
Should I stream:
Hmm... Another thing I'm thinking about... I should try to do a LiveStream with my new computer. It's been a while I did that. But I'm thinking to play games this time, I'm not sure yet. However, since I'm french, many games I'll play will be probably french. But as long as you focus on the gameplay, it should be fine. I'll provide translations or explain what's going on. Well... When I can then. I never did a streaming while playing a game before, so, I hope I'll get use of it. Maybe I'll do one saturday (or another day if you have a better suggestion) as long as I have nothing much to do. But I said... "Maybe" so... We'll see...
Heavy Bottom Dex:
Page 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785084/
Page 2: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785088/
Page 3: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785100/
Page 4: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785111/
Page 5: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785124/
Page 6: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785135/
Page 7: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785144/
Page 8 + Mega Evolution: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785153/
Collab:
I have several sprites that need improvements. If you can give me hints and/or help to make them better, feel free to let a comment. =)
Here the list:
-Victini: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8676785/
-Mienshao: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8465300/
-Galvantula: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5429613/
-Macro female: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6836053/ (/!\ Mature art!)
-Mega macro Effra Mew: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8929200/ (Still need to be fixed.)
-New sprites: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9138461/
-Royal Koopatrol: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10456849/
-Backgrounds: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9819664/
Form list: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3363338/ (Must be redone.)
Methods of Growth list: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4014529/
Giant Effra's scenarios list: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5098202/
writing.com account: http://www.writing.com/main/portfolio/view/effra
First of all... I'd like to apologize for the lack of activity in this gallery. I know it's been a while I drew something but... I just can't get any motivation because of my laziness. I could but... I'm really not motivated. I just can't...
For some reasons, I tend to feel... Desperate... All I can do is drawing sprites, many of you think I'm good, so, thanks for supporting. But another problem I have is... Well... It's been 5 years I stopped my studies... 5 years I was looking for a job... But nothing, not many people are really helping me to get a job, and since I have a kind of autism, things are complicated... Well, for now, I still live with my father. Yet, since I don't have any job... Well, I mostly spend my in room... Doing nothing much... I could go outside but... Not something I use to do... So yeah... Staying in my room... Alone... Doing nothing much besides watching videos on YouTube and talking to friends... I play or draw sometimes but not that often actually... And all that during 5 years... 5 years I'm stuck in my room!
*Sigh.* Well, I try to do something though. But since I'm not really drawing for now... You see then. Yet, sometimes, I'm still writing a chapter in my interactive story on writing.com though. And since people think I write pretty well, I'm thinking about it.
So yeah, that's right I tend to focus on my writing style (as long as I'm not distracted by a game). When I write something, I can easily store my thoughts and ideas. Gathering ideas is good, yet, I have the need to be creative sometimes. That's why I try to force myself a bit. And as long as I share my ideas, I can possibly bring inspirations for others too. And I hope people will enjoy my ideas. =)
I feel desperate because of my current life, I'm actually quite worried about my future. But I try to not think about it. All I need for now is to share my thoughts and ideas to others.
Should I stream:
Hmm... Another thing I'm thinking about... I should try to do a LiveStream with my new computer. It's been a while I did that. But I'm thinking to play games this time, I'm not sure yet. However, since I'm french, many games I'll play will be probably french. But as long as you focus on the gameplay, it should be fine. I'll provide translations or explain what's going on. Well... When I can then. I never did a streaming while playing a game before, so, I hope I'll get use of it. Maybe I'll do one saturday (or another day if you have a better suggestion) as long as I have nothing much to do. But I said... "Maybe" so... We'll see...
Heavy Bottom Dex:
Page 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785084/
Page 2: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785088/
Page 3: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785100/
Page 4: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785111/
Page 5: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785124/
Page 6: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785135/
Page 7: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785144/
Page 8 + Mega Evolution: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12785153/
Collab:
I have several sprites that need improvements. If you can give me hints and/or help to make them better, feel free to let a comment. =)
Here the list:
-Victini: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8676785/
-Mienshao: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8465300/
-Galvantula: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5429613/
-Macro female: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6836053/ (/!\ Mature art!)
-Mega macro Effra Mew: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8929200/ (Still need to be fixed.)
-New sprites: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9138461/
-Royal Koopatrol: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10456849/
-Backgrounds: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9819664/
Form list: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3363338/ (Must be redone.)
Methods of Growth list: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4014529/
Giant Effra's scenarios list: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5098202/
writing.com account: http://www.writing.com/main/portfolio/view/effra
