May 8th falls on a Thursday. Kinda feels like an awkward day to ask people to come out and celebrate anything.

My favorite place to eat is the Cheesecake factory, but thinking of co-workers that would come out.... I chose a less crowded, little wait time, and less expensive place- BJs... which is alright. But it turns out I'm sharing a birthday with a another co-worker (who isn't from the dark IT cave), and so I'm kinda like "Hmm... mkay, I'll share." That kinda ruins the specialty of it all.

And I don't have any friends that can come and hang out.

The people who are around me aren't close enough friends to actually give me a gift or celebrate outside of this big social gathering for beer at BJs.

Anyone who does ask me what I want for my birthday don't seem to take my requests seriously. (A second computer monitor, a more comfortable not broken computer chair, tights with interesting patterns seem to stump everyone)

Sis asks me what I want to do on Thursday or the weekend. "It's a good reason to have people come hang with you." ... yeah, where? Doing what? My idea of a good day with friends is to sit in silence drawing or making things. I don't really have those kinds of people readily around me.

I'm kinda foreseeing me starting a stream and drawing for other people for my birthday. |D

And then I'll got get a massage. Cause no one will give me one of those, so I'll pay for my own gift to myself. And I'll gift Yanyan a proper cat dish since I celebrate her bday with mine.

This all sounds rather depressing but I'm kinda just "meh" about it all.