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11 years ago
Be Who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. I normally try to not put a lot of my problems out on here. But it does help to vent a bit. If I had to describe it in a short amount, I don't really feel comfortable living where I'm at, or at my parents' house (even then we're being forced to move out so there's that). They make me feel like I'm leeching off of them and being told to my face what they're doing for me is out of pity doesn't make me feel any better... and with the impending doom that I might fail my biology class for a 2nd time this semester makes me feel like a giant waste of space. It's no wonder I have the kind of self-esteem that I do, I don't live in an encouraging environment... but everyone has their problems and I'm no different.
Stress is getting to me and the more I work on a personal project the more I'm beginning to hate it, I've practically deleted it god knows how many times... screaming into a pillow ain't help and I keep finding myself staying out later than usual to not stay home, it's suffocating. I just want to go back to Sweden, that was probably the only time I actually felt happy. Here's to one more month or so, I can make it.
To all the peeps having problems out there, you are all tough just like a dragon's scale.
HAPPIEST NEWS EVER, I GOT INTO MY GERMAN III HONORS CLASS AND GERMAN HONOR SOCIETY, YAAAAAY
Yeah I'm starting to feel a bit better after venting. I got some great news afterwards, I finally got into the Honor Society for my German class. All that hard work paid off.
I did get some good news today, I'm in the honor society for my german class, it's uber tough to get into it. I am sooooo happy.