I do not know why I feel this, I feel so alone, yet I have someone near me each and everyday. Among all that happens, I feel as if this person can save from all of my doubts and worries, yet I cannot reach this person.I may be foolish as to why I feel this, but I cannot change it. Something I know that is far out of my reach but I will never be able to obtain it, thus it is heartbreaking and a pain I have to and will bear for the greater good. I will remain strong and never lose hope as to what will happen in the future, but for now, I can only but smile and choke on the inside, slowly becoming hollow as if nothing is there, but has a concrete form that only I myself can see.