I abuse laughing gas
I'm wasted more then my past
Nothing is the same
There's nothing to do but change

Yeah, I choke on myself
Yeah, so fucking what
Everything changes
Even your useless recycled life

I laugh on the outside
I slit my throat on the inside
I chose from the gates
Hell and heaven are gay
I'll make it my own
Because life isn't worth my soul

Beneath the water of us
I feel myself succumb
Drinking and taking drugs
I get a head rush for fun

Yeah, I choke on myself
Yeah, so fucking what
Everything changes
Even your useless recycled life

Don't bother making me fine
I never asked to be worried about
I can take care of myself
But I'm not myself in the long run
And I hate the way my mouth is full of blood